Not doing so well

Hey guys pon time no see I know. Sorry for letting everyone down about the dance. However life happened. My grandma has been sick since around mid Oct. It started as a simple stomach bug, but it got worse and made her bed ridden. She finally went to the hospital a few weeks ago about mid Nov. It turns out any later and we would have lost her. She had fluid building in her lungs. So as they tried to find out why that was happening the hospital discovered she had a slow growing cancer, in 90% of her airway and partly in her lungs. It is the type that grows slow and so had to have been there for years gone unnoticed by her stupid quick of a dr. (My other grandma had a huge lump on her throat and had to BEG this dr for a referral to see a better dr. Turned out to be throat cancer. The quick dr just said it was nothing to worry about and called my other grandma stupid for wanting to waste her time.) anyways my grandma hat is in the hospital now has been given 3 to 6 months to live and is going to do radiation for a week, so that she can even live that much longer. Which is very painful and she has paper thin skin so they aren't sure if she can handle the pain. So the rad could kill her faster.

So life has been sucking. Plus last week dog got hit by a car and dislocated her elbow. She is very lucky to be alive. By all rights the car should have killed her, but she rolled with it and moved her head. The vid loos like he far ran over her head but she got up and limped away. Before you say why wasn't she on a leash. This is our shop dog Lilly we are talking about. The gate was open due to a driving getting ready to leave he yard. She knows not to go out, but that day she tested her luck.

Anyways, now I have been working like crazy. Covering my work, and my mom's work (when she at hospital visiting grandma/her mom) and my dad's work for we are short drivers so he has been having to go out and work nights so he sleeps most of the day.